Malaysian Studies

its 2.54 am and i'm reading malaysian studies textbook.

yeah padan muka last minit baru nak bace..hmmph.

i came to a chapter discussing the ethnics composition in malaysia. basicly explaining about each races in malaysia..malays/chinese/indians etc.

i went on to a part where the book describes about different subgroups under the malays itself such as javaness, bugis etc,

and at that point i remembered the stories my mom told me about these...

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she was telling me stories where her (our!) ancestors, were actually originated from North Sumatran's. An ethnic group called the Mandailings. They migrated here and eventually settled down in several areas in Perak.

And my mom's family bloodline in particular, can be traced back to the family called the Nasutions.

Nasution was one of the recognisable families within the Mandailings ethnic group. In those days, the Nasutions were known mostly as warriors or pahlawan :O

Then, she went told me about her great great grandmothers, famously known by the people of teluk intan at that time, by the name Orang Kaya Kamariah. The term Orang Kaya itself explain everything about her i guess. and she was Mandailing of course...
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i'm no good when telling stories so, i'll just stop here. heh

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d'point is,

i think it kinda awesome,hearing these stories.

i came to certain realisations about the my OWN past, my own heritage..
it never occured to me before that our past is as interesting as any historical epic we heard! We just need to do some digging ourselves and be amazed :)

so,
care to find out about your OWN history? ;p

someday, i just might pass these cool old stories to my children. hehe

p/s: can i use this and get an A for my malaysian studies final please? this one should totally be counted!

Accident

kancil aku accident.

tp ADU 5545 x salah. kete satu lagi yang x nampak. so oraitlah.

cuma yang amazingnye, si kancil comel xde pape pon, just scratch sket. tp satria NEO yg cool tuh bumper kemek habis. salah diorng, diorng pon admit. so xleh la nak mintak ak bayar. hah.

tp ak sian so ak ckp ak bg sket. sket je. dem patut xyah pon xpe. ish


hah. terjejas mental aku study week nih.

memories from the past

kadang2 memori boleh datang macam tu je kan?

i'm not sure why,
maybe because of the finals i guess, these memories keep on coming back.hah.


oh this one was during 2004. location star ipoh. heh nak jugak ckp skolah.

blok academik star yg gile vintage 60's style tu diah....

masa tu after end of year exam. tp i still have oral exam utk french. so, hari tu mmg ckp perancis satu hari hah tipoo giler. but hampeh, last2 ckp ntah pape depan examiner orng puteh tuh. well at least rasa fuhh lega sbb examiner tuh angguk2 tanda faham lepas bebel2 pasal "err...pepsi..coca-cola.."

padahal pepsi/coca-cola bukan french pon.
last2 pass gk weyh. dah la tyme tu xramai yg pass..heh bongkak gile.

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Ok this is not the MAIN story. this one is just intro, just to show how happy i was at that moment, not knowing what came after that.....

lepas oral tuh, i went back to class. prep petang dah habes so xde siapa dlm kelas except a few. i look at my desk and i saw bad news...

my periksa-ujung-tahun ADD MATHS punyer markah. damn.

i FAILED.

39/100.
40 passing marks.

*start cerita sedeyh/emo serius sket je

masa tuh, mmg sangat2 sedeyh and i end up crying. :0

masa tuh tinggal kawan yg sebelah meja je dlm kelas.
and he saw me.
he didnt even say a word, simply at loss masa tuh.
budak lelaki, mana reti nak comfort2 membe, x macho lah kan..

but he stayed. he just sat there waiting until i calm down. sampai bila2 aku x lupe my friend.TQ for staying

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i cried that day simply because i was tired of getting failed for that stupid subject. i failed a couple times before that already. i felt like a loser .
owh and i still remembered how hard i tried to NOT fail again for that final exam...

and yet, seeing 39 felt like being slapped on the face.
real hard.
again.

its like conforming the fact that no matter how hard i tried, i will never pass my addmath paper...

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but Allah knows better.

in the end. i did got 40. pity mark from cikgu. and because of that one mark,first time i dapat masuk kelas 1st masa form 5. and things started to turn around.

i might not be one of the A's students, but at least being with clever people and being taught by the best teachers in school, at least i always pass my papers.

especially addmath. alhamdulillah.

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and because of that 39 turned 40 mark,

i am here
in utp
studying engineering

ironic
because i still hates maths

tapi takpe
keep on going zaem


because Allah knows better ;)

Behind the scene

taken b4 the event yesterday. ho ho ho

study week's finally coming guys. so, study ok ;)

rambut

hari ni nak cerita pasal rambut boleh? xboleh xpe.

memandangkan keadaan rambut yg dah panjang sgt.
serabut, rimas.
tensen tyme study habit tarik rambut pastu gugur so serabut meja jadiknye.

konklusi:
jumpe amoi tmpt feveret gunting rambut. personal hairstylist kononnye.

alang2 nak gie ingat nak tuka style plak hee hee.
tgk style rambut david archuleta ni cm ok gak....

biasa2 je yet nampak polished. smart la

so ckp la dkt amoi nak cmtu..siap tunjuk gitu-gitu lagi cmne nak. so oklah. pastu dia amek mesin potong rambut yang-mamak-konfirm-pakai-tuh terus

ZAAPPP!!

banyak kali plak tuh...

last2 rambut yang tinggal boleh kira ngan jari je weyh. dah mcm kacang peas je kepala gayanya. naseb kelas dah abes tp ade weekend ada dinner. adoyai.

zaim,
sila tabah.

KFC

tadi baru lepas dinner kfc
lama x makan.

standard menu:

snack plate-spicy xmo original
+ air pepsi
+ cheesy wedges

yum yum ;)

ingat balik bilik nak update blog tp xde idea.haih




eh dah update dah pon... hee hee
ok bye